wanted to talk , but

So many things had happened, and everyday I wanted to talk to you because you are someone who is really special to me on this earth. Not blaming at all, but I'm not so happy. Chances to talk isn't rare, but it's different to talk to you face to face than by other manners. I don't think that I'm not treasured, but probably not treasured much enough. You know why I wished to share everything with you? It's because I think that what's important is the every part of my life, not only how will I end up my life in the end. I wished that you are the person who knows my everything. You are my Bff, and this is my definition for 'bff'. I just want you to know that if something has passed, it may not be available later. I treasure you, now.