cashmere

He logged in his msn, wishing that cashmere would be online. It's great, his dream came true. They had their conversation there and he was being invited to cashmere's place. He refused to do so. He wanted to be there so much though. But,it's still not appropriate to go to someone's house after knowing someone for just a while. It'd been quite a while. They almost chat on msn everyday. Finally, on this day, he accepted cashmere's invitation. Cashmere drove that day. His heart was beating so fast when he saw cashmere's altis stopped in front of his house. He loved the altis, he loved cashmere more. Cashmere smiled at him, greeting him in such a mesmerizing tone. He was stunned, he asked himself how could he be so lucky to meet someone who was so nice? Cashmere isn't perfect, but just everything he ever wanted, someone he will feel comfortable when he is spending time with. Cashmere like to whistle while listening to radio's, he tried not to laugh at it. It's really funny though. Cashmere talks softly. Cashmere like to hold his hands, and squeeze his fingers. Cashmere has a bracelet, a silver-coloured one. Cashmere's smiling always make him feel cozy. He just can't get his eyes off from Cashmere. Cashmere parked the car at the parking lot. Cashmere is an interior designer, he was so captured by Cashmere's place. It indeed looked like a designer's place. He was very attracted. He thought this is what he wanted. Cashmere is just perfect for him. Love, care, laughters, kissess, pleasures, happiness. He got everything from Cashmere. He was so happy. But, everything ended when Cashmere suddenly tell him something one day. He was stunned. After spending few years with cashmere, he was so contented. He never wanted cashmere to leave him. Not until he found out that he couldn't do anything to stop cashmere from leaving.

"I've got a boy friend. He's from... I thought I've told you before. I think we can't meet anymore after this. Take care."

Texting, Calling, Sending email. He tried every single manner to talk with Cashmere. But, everything has ended. Nothing left. Only Cashmere's lips which linger in his mind. Cashmere, do you know that you are so important to me? I pretended to be okay, but I'm not. You've let me learn so much. It's all because of you.