the birthday celebration

Since we are human beings, we use our tongues. Tongue can remind. Tongue can greet. Tongue can compliment. Tongue can curse. Tongue can praise. Tongue can save a life. On the other hand, it can ruin one's day or ruin one's life. What do you use your tongue for?

Daddy, what you said isn't wrong. In fact, it is a fact. I can't blame you for saying it out. But, I really think that you talked about it at the wrong moment. At least it shouldn't be on a birthday celebration. Yes, I'm not good enough to enter National University of Singapore. It is my fault indeed. But, sometimes we just don't need to tell everyone about it. I really don't mind you saying it out, but not on a birthday celebration.

Janet, I really don't feel like calling you aunt now. I'm sorry for that. But I think, you have to pay for what you've did. Do you know you just ruined someone's birthday? We invited you, not counting on your irritating personality, inviting you to eat with us and this is what you brought as a present? It's hard for me to understand your situation. You are a christian, you acted as someone nice. However, those things aren't true. Sorry, you just suck. How am i supposed to respect someone like you? I'm really sorry Lord.

However, at least, I found that I am a human. I thought I'm cold blooded and I won't cry for anything. I cried yesterday after trying to control my tears. I cried like a toddler after being bitten by evilized snake. Mummy, what I said to you is something I will really hold on.

Alex, stay strong and fight for your dream. We are never wrong for having a dream. It keeps us moving. Thank you God for being with me.