ageing

I used to spend my day running in the theme park without feeling tired. Now, I will choose to sit down in a cafe for the whole day, spending time with my close ones. Literally, I'm not old at all, I'm getting 19 this year and I really don't think that 19 is considered old. But mentally, I'm getting old. I don't like to go for window shopping anymore. I prefer something that people think that they are stuff for the old ones. I like oats now, many people think that they are something for old folks? Whatever, who cares. I only fall for someone that I have a crush with. So, you don't try to tell me we need time to get used to each other. It will never work. Actually, I don't really think that I'm bad tempered, sometimes I can control my temper very well. But, if you tried to ask me to treat you better, you better don't do it. It's nothing but annoying. I decide how I live my life. Jesus is with me. Amen.