11 hours with CaraMel.

We both know that there will be nothing in the end, we always try not to expect the impossibility within the impossibility -- bigger expectation brings bigger disappointment. However, we just want to have fun, and this is the 11 hours. We met each other at twelve, you came to pick me up. We went for dimsum, I do not really know how you felt, but I enjoyed having it with you. As usual, after our meal, we went back to your apartment. It was truly relaxing. Feeling a little bit dizzy, lying on the bed in an air-conditioned room, everything was just nice. As usual, we had our little intimate moment and the burning pleasure. I guess we both enjoyed, we just quenched each other's thirst. We lied on the bed after the session, I have to admit, it feels good. And at some point of time, I do think that I am not fit enough to indulge in such a game, if I am ever going to fall for you, even a little, I lost the game. We, no matter how, it is not going to work, I should know that good enough, but how to remind myself to be rational when I am so irrational? I wish I know. You started doing a bit of research and let me choose a movie. We watched Billy Elliot at last. I got to say I really like this movie. The story line, the characters and the way they filmed it were so beautiful. And I like this message of the movie -- Your dream, yourself and your life. You have to choose what you actually want, that is the only way to, not to achieve your dream, but at least to chase your dream. After few hours of rest in the room, you prepared me baked potato. You are a good cook and I have no doubt of that, and honestly that is one of the reasons why I actually like you in person. And one of the nicest things of the day, chicken pate, rich and creamy. Again, you are a good cook. Together with white wine, it is good, nice and indulging. We did not really do much, but just like that we spent this 11 hours. I thought I can be rational, but this just makes me want you more. But, I know, why do I need to let myself in, there is no possibility, CaraMel. I know, and you are not to be blamed.