For so once in my life after few years, I thought it could be something. However, everything just broke into pieces, and you are the one who was looking at how it was being broken, acted so cool and stood there. I did wonder, when I was holding myself in the cold bathroom, did you ever think that it actually matters. I did wonder if you have ever loved me. I did, but all these craps do not matter anymore and yes, they are just craps to me now as I do not care about them anymore. Indeed, I find it hard to let anyone else in now, I can feel so clearly how much it was affecting me and they are not what I have always wanted. You did it once, and it will just happen in exactly the same way twice. Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me. Thank you anyway, you are the one who taught me the lesson before I got too deep. You were, you really were someone to me. And, you are the one who turned the magic into tragic. You lost me.
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