Wake up and walk away

Yes, yes, I gained my conscious and at last but luckily at least I gained my conscious now. I will not make the same mistakes again, I hope. This is plain stupid and funny. How about you come and tell me what am I doing? Please make sure they really need you there and it is not your pure imagination. What can I say? You are way too imaginative, and that is not really good to you anyway. Bear in your mind, bear in your mind, express yourself in words and actions, do not, do not imagine so much until you think that you have already done them in reality. Nothing will be real and you will be so damned if you continue to be like this. What can I say? You are not needed here, and tell me why are you here. Get back on your own, and luckily in this situation you can still survive. You better learn your lesson now and not get your ass in hot water next time. You do not need to get embarrassed to grow up. Yes, that is a way of doing so but it is never necessary. So, so, just acknowledge the fact that, you are not needed here, not really shameful though, and walk off in a smiling face :)

you lost me

For so once in my life after few years, I thought it could be something. However, everything just broke into pieces, and you are the one who was looking at how it was being broken, acted so cool and stood there. I did wonder, when I was holding myself in the cold bathroom, did you ever think that it actually matters. I did wonder if you have ever loved me. I did, but all these craps do not matter anymore and yes, they are just craps to me now as I do not care about them anymore. Indeed, I find it hard to let anyone else in now, I can feel so clearly how much it was affecting me and they are not what I have always wanted. You did it once, and it will just happen in exactly the same way twice. Fool me once, shame on you; fool me twice, shame on me. Thank you anyway, you are the one who taught me the lesson before I got too deep. You were, you really were someone to me. And, you are the one who turned the magic into tragic. You lost me.

trying

do you know, baby, I'm really trying. trying to understand you, trying to understand what you want, trying to understand you have tried as well, trying to understand we both have to move on, trying to understand this love is meant to be expressed in some other ways. baby, you are still someone special. and, don't worry, I'm willing to try my best for you.

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