turned me on

what turns me on? HAIRY LEG.

with extremely uncountable bunch of hair, healthy and bushy.

I promise I will stop spending

Mister Alexander Leow, can you stop spending money? You have spent too much lately. How much do you earn monthly? Sifar? Then what are you spending? Money? Wake up, please. You just bought something you don't really need. You GOTTA stop it. Think twice. Or more. You will end up like a brainless spender. Please slap me when I feel like buying something. It will be APPRECIATED.

parting > distance > stronger bond

I love distance. I love parting. They are sweet sorrows. But, hmm. Distance does make our heart grow fonder.

ageing

I used to spend my day running in the theme park without feeling tired. Now, I will choose to sit down in a cafe for the whole day, spending time with my close ones. Literally, I'm not old at all, I'm getting 19 this year and I really don't think that 19 is considered old. But mentally, I'm getting old. I don't like to go for window shopping anymore. I prefer something that people think that they are stuff for the old ones. I like oats now, many people think that they are something for old folks? Whatever, who cares. I only fall for someone that I have a crush with. So, you don't try to tell me we need time to get used to each other. It will never work. Actually, I don't really think that I'm bad tempered, sometimes I can control my temper very well. But, if you tried to ask me to treat you better, you better don't do it. It's nothing but annoying. I decide how I live my life. Jesus is with me. Amen.

alexander leow

What's my personality? I'm completely a weirdo, and I can't help with it. Don't fall for me. You will ruin yourself. Because I could hardly fall for you now. I only fall for things that I can't achieve. This is me. a stupid weirdo.

one day in KL

One day in KL was killing me. The traffic congestion, the polluted air, the crowded walkway, the busy street, they terrified me. But there is still one thing that cheer me up, the mall! Duh, it's bad I can't get to shop. I don't know what did I actually do there, it was still a nice Monday. It was hot though. The only thing we bought -- breadstory! They are delighting ♥

BreadStory's promotion -- buy 3 free 1, so we bought eight breads. I know it's funny.
My dinner place, pricey, common food.

I forgot the shop's name, they promote the three colour milk tea, it tastes the same with those normal one. But this shop serves really nice fried chicken. Really nice.

The big house I went to. Trust me, the residence is huge.

your desire

A toddler opened the lollipop's wrapper and his mouth smiled widely. The smile is so innocent. He smiled because he loved the thing that is given by God. He didn't know that God arranged other things for him, which is obstacles that will strengthen him. He dropped the lollipop accidentally and his mum threw it away. He cried, because he was sad. When we are eighteen, we will be sad of losing a mobile phone. When we were eight months aged, we would be sad of losing candy. We grow, and at different stages of life, we desired for different things. We want good things to be in our life, but God, He is always so different, He gives us bad things as well. Because He knows that, eating too much candies will be bad to our teeth. He knows that when we lose something we treasure a lot, we will realize that we shouldn't take things in our life for granted. Everything in our life is arranged by our God, for our good. If He is always with us and never abandon us, why should we still be worrying and feeling dismayed? He is great and awesome. We, will live happily, because He looked after us, He look after us and He will look after us.

sansan's birthday breakfast

best birthday cake ever.
best friend forever ever. precious moment.
sansan in the HOLE.

shy kengee in the HOLE.

Today is a big day for my bff. She looked, hmm, mature now. And yes, she should look mature since she will become a doctor so soon. Seven or eight years later? Everything is going on so fast. I can still remember I went to her birthday party on year 2004, when we were really so young. What more can I say? She is really someone i treasure. She filled my life with laughters, tears, angers and bizarre acts. For sure, things weren't perfect. But this is why it looks nice. This is also one reason I never feel that any scars on me looked bad. They are all very LEXIOUS stuff. From thirteen to nineteen, you are always in my life. And this will continue to roll like a snow ball, which will sparkle under the sun. Duh, malaysia doesn't snow. Happy birthday sansan!

the birthday celebration

Since we are human beings, we use our tongues. Tongue can remind. Tongue can greet. Tongue can compliment. Tongue can curse. Tongue can praise. Tongue can save a life. On the other hand, it can ruin one's day or ruin one's life. What do you use your tongue for?

Daddy, what you said isn't wrong. In fact, it is a fact. I can't blame you for saying it out. But, I really think that you talked about it at the wrong moment. At least it shouldn't be on a birthday celebration. Yes, I'm not good enough to enter National University of Singapore. It is my fault indeed. But, sometimes we just don't need to tell everyone about it. I really don't mind you saying it out, but not on a birthday celebration.

Janet, I really don't feel like calling you aunt now. I'm sorry for that. But I think, you have to pay for what you've did. Do you know you just ruined someone's birthday? We invited you, not counting on your irritating personality, inviting you to eat with us and this is what you brought as a present? It's hard for me to understand your situation. You are a christian, you acted as someone nice. However, those things aren't true. Sorry, you just suck. How am i supposed to respect someone like you? I'm really sorry Lord.

However, at least, I found that I am a human. I thought I'm cold blooded and I won't cry for anything. I cried yesterday after trying to control my tears. I cried like a toddler after being bitten by evilized snake. Mummy, what I said to you is something I will really hold on.

Alex, stay strong and fight for your dream. We are never wrong for having a dream. It keeps us moving. Thank you God for being with me.

happenings

These are some of the happenings in january and february of 2010 ♥

not in order.

Mummy's birthday on 020210. I prepared a rocher cakey for her. Red wine is always a compulsory for any celebrations.

I was testing crocs one day before mummy's birthday. We bought four pairs of crocs overall. I have chosen the white crocband at last.

A warm breakfast. Plain bacon. Simple and nice.

The day I ran away. Caught in the rain. The day I thought a lot.

The teh ais we used to drink almost every night when we are debating.

The bread we had at old town. The original old town is always nicer. The bread is nice.

The street of old town. It's just nice.

Yupee. The old town white coffee. You won't get it else where.

The pizza we had with the voucher! I think this is wakiki paradise..

Last but not least, this is my honey. BURN MEAT !

p/s : happy birthday mummy ♥