left in vain

i have it clear in my mind, it is a very fault since it starts.

what should i expect? i know neither you nor me is for each other.

you attracted me, very much. and that's why you are able to left me in vain.

you can block me again, as you did it before.

however, this time, you are not blocking me so soon, simply because you really don't recognize me anymore?

i don't mean to fake or pretend, i just want to talk to you. but, when i'm talking to you with this sureal identity, i felt guilty, i can't control my emotion. there is a very vigorous reaction within me.

we don't have much memories to be recalled, but you are never out of my mind.

i don't know why you are attractive. just because of your physical appearance?

i have no idea what i'm thinking now.

do i want you to block me? or i want you to keep talking with me with an unknown identity of me?

you didn't block me, maybe it's simply because you have really forgotten me.

i knew how tiny i am. always, i am.

my life sucked without you.