it didn't rain , it poured

Looking at my life ; Looking at the things I've ruined ; Looking at the scars I've caused ; Looking at the dirty spots I've left ; Looking at the wrong I've done , aren't my good deeds way too far to cover them ?

Too afraid to make one more step , Too much mistaken have been made , Too fault to be right .

Not rational enough .

The struggle within is suffocating . If , only if . You gotta guide me . This struggle is so strong , that I don't even have any strength left to cry . It bleeds . It might be better if I burst out with tears . And I just want a minute , in a complete silence , with you .

I can't recognize myself , anymore .

the blog entitled for Mymy

I'm blogging on the bus for you now, so I wish to make it simple, yet sincere. I just want to let you know that I'm really really glad to have someone like you to be part of my life. You literally filled up my life and made it an interesting one. I'm really a lucky one on this earth. Can't wait to meet you again next year, but before that, sincerely want to wish you all the best in your new phase of life! You are always on my mind, my Bff. Love you much. ¦) God bless gao gao !!

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wanted to talk , but

So many things had happened, and everyday I wanted to talk to you because you are someone who is really special to me on this earth. Not blaming at all, but I'm not so happy. Chances to talk isn't rare, but it's different to talk to you face to face than by other manners. I don't think that I'm not treasured, but probably not treasured much enough. You know why I wished to share everything with you? It's because I think that what's important is the every part of my life, not only how will I end up my life in the end. I wished that you are the person who knows my everything. You are my Bff, and this is my definition for 'bff'. I just want you to know that if something has passed, it may not be available later. I treasure you, now.

shouldn't be.

I know I'm being rebellious, but God, what are you trying to tell me again? You can take away whatsoever from my life, but not this. How could I afford to lose this? It's aching. If you want to take it away from me, take me away first. I don't want a life without it. I know I'm rebellious, but I'm not strong enough. I know I'm being bad and doing things according to my own thought, but please don't do this to me. I'm the one who should get this penalty.

happenings post # 1

Life is great. It's not great because it's packed with goodness. It's great because how thrilling, challenging and wonderful it is. You will never know what's coming after this and it's just like the Milk Tray. That's why I love Milk Tray so much. I like the way Daddy God has arranged everything for me so much. Many things had happened and they are uneasy to be written, so let's do them in point form!!

1. How lucky I am to get Dr. Jeya as my English tutor? He is the tutor with 54-year-teaching experience. Oh, thanks God.

2. How lucky I am to be part of the Malaysia Law Conference? It costs 1.2 million just for the rental fees of KLCC. Seriously, I'm feeling awesome to be part of it.

3. I'm going to join the mock trial for the first time and I will hold the role of victim. I'm feeling eager to be part of it, it's fun.

4. Meeting a bunch of great people, this have kept me alive!

5. Getting the chance to stay in this place, I really don't know how to express how grateful I am. This arrangement by God is too good.

6. Daddy God wants me to wake up so early everyday, and because of that I'm going to sleep early every night. He has his purpose on me and I shall obey!

7. Number seven. Thanks Daddy God. I really love you.

here I am JUNIM ♥

This is a blog written by Alexander Leow Kim Wooi at 0138 a.m. on the fifth of July, 2010. This day is his university's orientation day, which means that his law programme will be starting right away! He is feeling very excited, happy, nervous and hyper now. Yes, it's certainly nerve racking for him! He knew that his life will be in a new phase, but he is not too worried, because he knows that God, JuNim is always with him -- no matter which phase of his life! Words can't really express his feelings now, this is such a moment! He is so grateful for everything happened on him, these things are so miraculous. God is awesome in this place. Oh JuNim, please mould me and use me. Let me shine for you. I just want to work for your glory. I'm Yours. ♥ Oh Daddy Lord, I thank you so much that you are always here with me. You are leading me through the seasons.

HERE I AM JUNIM ♥

AMOR ♥

Hmm, I do feel like blogging now. But mean while, I am speechless.

Just wanna say, I treausre you all, friends, buddies, honeys and darlings.

I love both of you mommy and daddy.

Last but not least, I love you, Daddy Lord.