I got my tumblr babe

I have a new babe. TUMBLR! woohoo! Tumblr and blogger, I love both. Tumblr is very nice and delighting, blogger is an ease of mind, very cozy zone for me. So, I decided to take both of them. Tumblr is for microbloggy and interests sharing. And blogger? Certainly for blogging. I love you all blogger & tumblr.

Go and have a look at my tumblr. Follow me, make your own tumblr and let me follow you. =) She is so pretty. I think i'll marry her to my blogger.

http://alexanderleow.tumblr.com/

answer

You know what? All I want to know now is, if you are real or not. If you are real, certainly it's something great. However, if everything is just an illusion, I'll tell myself to wake up immediately, without lingering at all. Yea, Cy said that this is shallow. I'm just trying to avoid it, letting it be as shallow as possible. You won't disappoint me, right?

if I can't have you.

If I can't have you. I'm okay with that. I asked myself about this for so many times. Actually, I can't really figure it out. Hmm, I think I will be okay. But, still, have to be frank that, I falled for you. I mean, only if you are the one. Hmm. I don't know. I'm unable to talk properly. Let's just see how far it can take me to. I bet it won't be too far. Indeed, you aren't anything to me, yet. Let's see.

consistency

I don't really desire dramas in my life. I don't like the way you are being. Yes, I know I need to be considerate, I know I should considerate your feeling. But, I really hope that, you do the same thing to me too. Sometimes I really think that I should just let you pass me by. If I did so, I think my life would be easier. At this moment, I should be planning about how my future goes, but you, you conquered my head. You are in my HEAD. Do you understand? All I want is the consistency between you and I. I can give you what you want. So, can you? I'm still relieved, feeling much better now. I always appreciate your existence.

I Love You. But,

Seriously, you are giving me pms. This is so not right. Enjoy your time! Cameron? No, I don't like Cameron anymore! Won't be a place belong to us! You! Go enjoy! I know, there is no promises at all. But, but. Okay, it's very one-sided. I understand very well. I seriously do. This is a very unhealthy infatuation. If you have your decision, if you have your ways of solving matters, then why do you still want to know how do I feel? If you don't think that you want to change even a little bit, then just stop it. I said, the worst ending is still better than what I'm encountering now. Just give it to me. And, seriously, I will thank you.

LOVE HAPPENS

poppysmic.

i'm so tired of the process.

sorry. i want the conclusion.

let's just make a conclusion. as soon as possible.

i'm very not into one-sided infatuation.

so, if you have your answer, let's just make it a beautiful end.

it's okay. accepting the worst decision of yours is definitely better than going through this situation. it's very uneasy. you know that.

YOU

I desired you. I know. I'm clear with it. But, I'm very not okay with it. I want you to know, I heart you, I want you, I just don't want to get away from you. Korek and take my heart away with you, if it can help to prove anything. My life would really suck without you. It's all about you, but do you really know? Darn, I WANT YOU!