sick

Alexander is sick. He is having torturing headache for two days continuously. He is still sicky now. He is having sore throat and cough. Having running nose sometimes. He was like a dead person when he was attending events. He is so sick. Daddy God, please heal Alexander. I believe, You're my healer. I believe, You're more than enough for me. In the name of Jesus I pray, Amen.

Now I See

Okay, hmm, it'd been days I didn't write a blog here. These days I'm quite stucked with Now I See's program, a program from CGMC, if I'm not mistaken, and it's a christianity program. It seriously filled up my days. I went to Serdang few days ago, went for a prayer meeting, and then a Now I See concert on the following day, at Taylor's lakeside campus. The trip is very benefitial, it was a spiritual journey indeed. Very short duration, but i found that i earned a lot. Oh Daddy Lord, you guid me. Deviate me from temptations please, I'm such a sinful Alexander. And then, during the trip I did think about my tertiary studies a lot. Got to meet Alex Wong, who is a court lawyer for now. Got some helpful information from him, so I think I should just pray for God's guide now, to walk the right path for Him. Oh, I'm still feeling sleepy. ciao!

Love You Daddy God. ♥

p/s: I didn't take much photo during this trip. I did stalk a couple sitting in front of me in the bus. But I think, I'm gonna share that in next post. Be patient =)

I got my tumblr babe

I have a new babe. TUMBLR! woohoo! Tumblr and blogger, I love both. Tumblr is very nice and delighting, blogger is an ease of mind, very cozy zone for me. So, I decided to take both of them. Tumblr is for microbloggy and interests sharing. And blogger? Certainly for blogging. I love you all blogger & tumblr.

Go and have a look at my tumblr. Follow me, make your own tumblr and let me follow you. =) She is so pretty. I think i'll marry her to my blogger.

http://alexanderleow.tumblr.com/

answer

You know what? All I want to know now is, if you are real or not. If you are real, certainly it's something great. However, if everything is just an illusion, I'll tell myself to wake up immediately, without lingering at all. Yea, Cy said that this is shallow. I'm just trying to avoid it, letting it be as shallow as possible. You won't disappoint me, right?

if I can't have you.

If I can't have you. I'm okay with that. I asked myself about this for so many times. Actually, I can't really figure it out. Hmm, I think I will be okay. But, still, have to be frank that, I falled for you. I mean, only if you are the one. Hmm. I don't know. I'm unable to talk properly. Let's just see how far it can take me to. I bet it won't be too far. Indeed, you aren't anything to me, yet. Let's see.

consistency

I don't really desire dramas in my life. I don't like the way you are being. Yes, I know I need to be considerate, I know I should considerate your feeling. But, I really hope that, you do the same thing to me too. Sometimes I really think that I should just let you pass me by. If I did so, I think my life would be easier. At this moment, I should be planning about how my future goes, but you, you conquered my head. You are in my HEAD. Do you understand? All I want is the consistency between you and I. I can give you what you want. So, can you? I'm still relieved, feeling much better now. I always appreciate your existence.

I Love You. But,

Seriously, you are giving me pms. This is so not right. Enjoy your time! Cameron? No, I don't like Cameron anymore! Won't be a place belong to us! You! Go enjoy! I know, there is no promises at all. But, but. Okay, it's very one-sided. I understand very well. I seriously do. This is a very unhealthy infatuation. If you have your decision, if you have your ways of solving matters, then why do you still want to know how do I feel? If you don't think that you want to change even a little bit, then just stop it. I said, the worst ending is still better than what I'm encountering now. Just give it to me. And, seriously, I will thank you.

LOVE HAPPENS

poppysmic.

i'm so tired of the process.

sorry. i want the conclusion.

let's just make a conclusion. as soon as possible.

i'm very not into one-sided infatuation.

so, if you have your answer, let's just make it a beautiful end.

it's okay. accepting the worst decision of yours is definitely better than going through this situation. it's very uneasy. you know that.

YOU

I desired you. I know. I'm clear with it. But, I'm very not okay with it. I want you to know, I heart you, I want you, I just don't want to get away from you. Korek and take my heart away with you, if it can help to prove anything. My life would really suck without you. It's all about you, but do you really know? Darn, I WANT YOU!

especially for gee

he's with me even when i'm sleeping. ♥
i love him as well. ♥

HEART ♥

we're so in love. ♥

GEE & ALEX

This is a blog dedicated for my dear geegee.

I know that you are heading another phase of your life now. So, I just want to wish you all the best.

You may face more obstacles than nice things now, but don't forget that you'll grow LONGER because of them. =) We won't be together for every single moment, but you are always my friend. I won't forget all those happiness we had before. For sure, I won't forget that we will have a vacation when we are capable to spend our own money.

GOD BLESS ♥

MOTHER'S DAY recipe

Mother's Day Recipe:

♥handmade mother's day card

♥a present which you think your mum will need it and love it

♥greeting at midnight twelve

♥cook a meal for her

Wow, I cooked her elbow pasta! I didn't know that I'm such a good cook before, now only I realize. Seriously, the pasta tastes darn nice! She liked it.

I love you MUMMY ♥

See Ya, Satio babe ♥

There is always something that we desired and wanted. We always think that we will be awful without them. We desired it so much until we thought that it is necessary for us. But, seriously, no! For me, I wanted you very much, but, I told myself, I'm okay without you! I know very well that there are many rich people in this world, driving Porsche and staying in the gigantic bungalow, but it's okay, isn't it? Think clearly, some of them desired for just a plain bread so much, they only wished for some clean water to drink, but they don't even get those things. So, Satio, I won't merajuk for you anymore. But, if I get you, I will be happy. =)

Hmm, I'm so flirtatious. lols.