Okay, just less than two hours will be the time my lovely brother arriving home. It’s a special one, simply because it has been one year he stayed in Taiwan. So, I do look forward to the moment. However, it’s quite worrying, how about the prayer meeting tomorrow? I really shouldn’t simply promise others for anything. I should have known that I don’t have that ability to lead worship without a pianist. Oh God, what should I do? Hopefully that Alfred will be willing to do me this favor. Have to admit to God that, yes, I’m helpless. I knew that there won’t be many conversations between me and Alfred, just hope that God will lead me through all the time with him. No matter that is moments of what, I know they will be precious ones. So, now is the time 1256, I’m listening to my ipod, my brain is full of my brother. Many people said that I don’t have good relationship with him. Well, I have to admit that we do argue sometimes, but see, that’s normal, isn’t it? Sometimes, we do argue like cats and dogs. However, that’s not the whole thing of our life, that’s just a part, and just be frankly, it didn’t make me feel unhealthy, unlike Billy, it is okay right? I finally realized that I really don’t have much time to spend with my family now, since I must further my study and we will be set apart. I try to spend every moment with them patiently and taking them preciously. Oh God oh God, can you just lead me through some hard moments and those irritating obstacles? I tried to talk to daddy. However, he didn’t reply me even with a single syllable ‘oh’. I’m really curious, is it my fault? Am I so faulty? I’m always curious about this. Okay, just now, he treated mummy very rudely, so Jesus, please tell him what he should do. Jesus, forgive him, as he doesn’t know what he is doing. It’s time to rock. I’m going to enjoy my king-sized bed alone before my brother is back. Tata.
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24 July 2009
AsRealAs Alexander
