distance

yup, i know that you are the number one in class.

and i really know that you have great achievements in subjects in class.

so just because of that, you think you are great enough to give comments on me?

let me tell you, being well in languages, isn't all because of talent.

talented will be a catalyst, but why you have to hide all my preparations?

facing you, i'm really like someone without consciousness.

i don't know what i'm gonna do.

i found it pretty hard to gain an equilibrium.

what am i going to choose?

you as my friend or my stubborn attitude?

i can feel the distance between us.

i feel bad, too.

i really love you, no matter as what.

cheerful bad day

i just listened to bad day of chipmunk's ..

it's soo cute!!

believe me, it will certainly cheer you up!

have a nice day~

message me if you want the song too..

it's like baby singing~

cheerful song ^ ^

chip munk chip munkzz~~

when promises failed

i'm always wondering, why, why and why.

why you have to treat me like this?

i really don't like this way of solving problem.

i read your blog, and you wrote something, of nothing about me.

i'm not disappointed. who am i to feel so?

actually, i really don't care what you take me for.

however, i don't expect you treat me in this way.

you said that there's something, which won't come back, once you turned away.

so do you mean that i'm really a good for nothing?

maybe there's just too much promises.

and that's why, i fall so hard.

do you ever think about my feelings?

do you ever?

alone

this song really sang out every words in my heart.

it's a nice song. i feel pain everytime i listen to it though.

because of you, i falled apart. i'm totally alone, do you know?

alone - celine dion

I hear the ticking of the clock

I'm lying here the room's pitch dark

I wonder where you are tonight

No answer on the telephone

And the night goes by so very slow

Oh I hope that it won't end though alone

Till now I always got by on my own

I never really cared until I met you

And now it chills me to the bone

How do I get you alone

You don't know how long I have wanted

to touch your lips and hold you tight oh

You don't know how long I have waited

and I was going to tell you tonight

But the secret is still my own

and my love for you is still unknown alone

Till now I always got by on my own

I never really cared until I met you

And now it chills me to the bone

How do I get you alone

How do I get you alone

How do I get you alone

How do I get you alone

alone alone

talk to me

this is the first blog i wrote here, and it's all about you.

i have no idea,why you have to treat me like this.

we had two crazy days before you started to change.

i believed that there's no others who will chat non-stop until the midnight of 5 am.

yet, we do.

do you know i really can't let you out of my mind?

it's already two days.

i can't concentrate on anything i'm doing.

there's only you within my mind.

i can't memorize any laws of gases, i can't figure out the solution of parabola.

i lost my creativity while i'm writing essays, i can't concentrate at all.

today was the day, you said we would meet.

but, what had happened?

why can't you just tell me what is the matter?

why you choosed this way to solve the problem?

do you know how toilful i am?

can't you treat me like i'm a human?

cause i am!

how should i love you?

how could i hate you?

talk to me, please.